Tuesday, January 21, 2014

I'm WAITING!!

I have a feeling this is going to be a very frustrating process.

Since I lasted posted, I have made all my appointments that I personally needed to make
Nutritionist
Psychologist 1st and follow-up
Upper GI
Abdomen ultrasound
Yet- my surgeons office can’t seem to make any other appointments for me to get this process moving.
Cardiologist
Endoscopy
Sleep study.

I’m getting pretty peeved to say the least – If it were up to me they’d be scheduled by now. I called them today, and the guy “Bob” who does all of the appointments said, “Oohhh yeahh, I’ll do that and get back to you tomorrow.” This is the third time I’ve heard him say this.

I do not like having to rely in other people, it is just easier and faster to do myself. I just wish I had more of an idea of when my surgery will be, so I can start to prepare and save money. I’d like to start finding out what I need for right after my surgery I am concerned about spending money on protein shakes and stuff and not liking them. Anyone have any suggestions? I don’t have a lot of money,so I don’t want to spend money on protein I don’t like.

I am also in the process of trying to figure out what kind of blender to get- it is such a hard decision. Do I want to spend the money and get a really nice one that will last? Or should I get a decent one and hope it lasts a few years until I can get a SUPER nice one.
Plus, what is the best blender under $100? I have done a lot of research, all the websites tell me a different blender- its frustrating.

The unknown is really starting to piss me off

On another note- since I have until February 20th until I have to start losing weight, I’ve been eating whatever I want. I wish I could get this appointment sooner so I can just start on my diet. But holy crap what a difference. I am tired ALL the time, I feel like SHIT, plus my pants are not fitting nicely. I never realized how hard I actually work to maintain my weight and eat healthy. I have a feeling I am not going to miss food for a while after. I am disgusted.

But having dessert whenever I want has been a treat for me. mmmmm brownies…

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